I hate thanksgiving. Today is the suckiest day ever. I'm stuck in middle of no where, Mississippi. My family and friends are all in Tennessee. My wonderful fiance, is in Alabama. Nothing is open on Thanksgiving. I'm so super bored. I wish I had something to do. I want someone to talk to. Every time I get on my best friend just got off. My fiance is off having a family dinner with his parents. I'm in the briefing room and football is on. I love football, but I hate the cowboys, and I really don't care much for the Raiders. I'm sick of seeing everyone so happy. This is my first Thanksgiving away from family, and its so much harder than I thought it would be. And I hate being away from Chris. I've had him with me like every second for the past 4 months and now he's gone and its so different, and despite talking to him alot everyday, its not the same. I miss him holding me and kissing me. I just miss him. To top all of it off sometime last night for some reason, I'm really not sure because I wasn't awake really, I sat up, and when I layed back down my head landed on the backboard so my head hurts really badly. I'm so sorry for reanting on here and being such a damn whiny baby. I'm so pathetic. My voice is completely gone. I've had somehting for a while and its getting worse. I hate myself today. Sorry to have been such a downer on everyone's happy day. Sorry for being so pecimistic. Have a wonderful thanksgiving day.